Friday, May 2, 2008

Hallalujah!!!!!!!!

I give God the highest praise! This week has been so wonderful I could not express it in words. I cannot even hardly believe it and yet God has blessed me tremendously. I sat in my store on the brink of darkness even though I could see a great light ahead and in a horrible moment of bleakness I turned to this blog to try to work myself out of it. I know God will rescue me, I just know He will. I have to wait on His time, I was telling myself and as I was typing my previous blog a lady came in and spent what I needed to do for a whole day in sales, then the sales just kept coming. I have had such a tremendous week of sales, I have already done almost what I did for the last two weeks in a row and I still have my Saturday sales left and that is my busiest day. Oh, God I praise you. Not for what you have done for me, but because you love me so much, you have accepted me back and now even if it is for this week only, you have given me a gift of strong sales. I can pay the store's bills now, that was in doubt due to horrible sales the last 3 weeks. I am amazed all day in here all week long that people just keep coming in and buying. I just had the two worst weeks of business since I opened my store before this week we are in. Boom, sales just exploded, no one on this earth can convince me that it did not come from God. I know it did. If I can do sales like this every week I will be able to pay myself a salary. Praise God. I am so grateful, so so grateful. I cannot pay my own personal bills yet, nothing has changed in my husband's business YET. It will, I just know it will. Things are turning around so quickly for us, I am so grateful. I am no longer plagued with guilt for leaving church and God for 2 years. I still feel bad about it when I think of it but now I just say thank you Lord that you have accepted me back and love me. I have to forgive myself as he has forgiven me. I am seeking him and his righteousness. The Lord hears me, I know that He hears me and I am excited about that. I could not feel a connection to Him for a long time and I was scared about that. I have been obedient to his promptings and gladly seeking Him and His character. I am looking forward to being in the "potter's hands". God is so good y'all. He has helped me so much, everything is coming together. Finances are a big issue but this week in sales has me so pumped up!!!! I don't know what His plans are, is it limited or has He unleashed a financial breakthrough? Whatever it is, I am grateful for each moment, for each sale He has brought in this week and for what is to come. How exciting!!!! I can hardly wait to see what happens, I will just be grateful for what I receive and praise Him all I can. Church has been wonderful, I could kick myself for being lazy. I should have never left. I am so excited!!

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